of the rest of my 'new life' as the saying goes by many who have experienced some sort of awakening. Without the renewal of greenness in spring in tow, my world may not have been so bright. I was in a fog during the xmas holidays and the new year relentlessly reminded me how my 'downsized' feelings were starting to make life very confusing. Rather than pushing them further and solidifying defeat, I expelled all I had in various manifestations.
The first starting a few weeks before Thanksgiving was a brief cold, not any flu symptoms, just cold by having the runny nose and not being able to bring the chill of wonter oit of my bones. I am little, lithe body but tiny-framed and weght just does not stay put anymore. A blessing, maybe cause in 1991-1996 I weighed in at 160lbs due to unnecessary consumption of BC pills to regulate ovulation AND was a very non-healthy eater PLUS carried an awful lot of stress between immediate and extended families. I gave up on me, focused on everyone else, and only in 2006 when I was hospitalized had I realized being selfish is important if you are to love yourself first before allowing anyone else to love you back.
I am feeling better and some of my old habits are fading out of my present making my future brighter and more hopeful in achieving through my fullest potential, the goals I was meant to see accomplished !
SEARCH |
Free Signup |
Members Area
