OH my! Today i did this interview over the telephone (along with a written survey)- i was asked many questions about PSYCHOFRENIC...?! hmm. ok; and spell "WORLD" backwards...? hmm. ... and a thing called apple, orange, banana... and three sentences later if i culd remember the fruits i just mentioned?(wht's wrong with a watermelon?- a reminder of them African tribal loop, dee, loop jah rings) ... what day is it? year is it? TIME DOESN't MATTER??? - bankaccount, credit cards, & yur neighbors VCR, does not matter (yep, i have a problem with barcodes!)... any anger? anxiety or hallucinations? ... um, delusions? Beliefs that i can fly? (oh yeah; real hi!)- Any voices or ghost i have seen? (yep!)- tought of JESUS walking on water? do i experience brain waves with the government??? (hell yeah) !!! DO I SHOUT @ the VOICES THAT ARE TALKING TO ME??? (always!)- i stick the headset in my ears and sing really FUCKEN LOUD!!! , DO I FEAR THE DOG< CAT AND GIRAFFE??? (i think i am a animal!)- do i need to talk to someone about 911? (hahhahahahahahaahahhahahahahhahaa!)- DID i feel like i was being harrassed when i left the house and needed to have a alarm system put in or call the police to notify them my door knob has been unscrewed & my catalytic converter is missing? or a drive by shooting may occur? (i told them it was writen on my face & you culd see it in my eyes, bright as a smile)- I TOLD THIS PERSON ON THE OTHER END OF THE LINE... "I WOULD LIKE TO BECOME A PRODUCTIVE PERSON I SOCIETY" ... maybe i should go and sell my body @ HOME DEPOT with all the MEXICANS?(like... keep looking @ the traffic cam!) It's realy begining to become competitive... SO Competitive im this "little" and yur this BIG! and i was asked WHAT COUNTRY DO I LIVE IN??? (i said PERU)- and i was ASKED WHAT CITY DO I LIVE IN? (idk)- then i was asked if i was a MOBSTER or a HITMAN? ( of course he culd read my mind!)- and then i was aked if i was being TREATED for my BRAIN DISEASE? (WELL, hahahhaahh- "Im DAMNed if i DO, AND DAMN'ed if i DON't - ------> take a pill)- Actually i was taught that i am abusing "pills" i i use them- bUT really; i don't need them after i KILL YOU- and i don't like the side affects and twitching or in my case- poking my index finger everyday to check for Diabetes (low sugar levels)- GOSH! I'm only HUMAN! Geez...i think everyone's BEHAVIOR changes... WINNERS and LOSERs! YUPPIES, BIKErs, and of course MOVIE STARS... I may just be a broken hearted FOOL, i have battle scars too! AND IF YOU ASK ME IF I LOVE THIS BAR? MY kinda place...(just like jumping hurdles- good were riding in together every morning) WELL, i'm WIDE AWAKE without the use of COFFEE...(whatever! what happens @ nite if I'm solar powered? -> i'm in the dumps?, NOT!hawt ) do i smoke? do i drink alcohol? do i have a human substitute? (what do you mean? i like the ill effects!) what to do now? I BROKE MY BACK LAST WEEK, trying to plant Korn so i culd "hide" behind it... utter strange sounds? Nothing is Promising? is it? Maybe after i DIE they culd check my Brain TISSUE and do more research so that our FUTURE Generations can control their Psycho PROBLEMS! WHATEVER!!!! How SAD, i wanna cry now! Power my recovery... in the HUG! Really, come on now... where were you when we were getting high? And get this, after this long conversation twith this person on the telephone; he calls me back @ about 4:20am, leaves a message on the answer machine(like some senseless foolish person) telling me that i may have received a letter in the mail, already called (same voice i can re-call)- so; please call for a ATTITUDE adjustment... I mean didn't i just CALL? Who does he think i am? Some ding-ding, screwball, weirdie? My gosh! What a good career! =] (smiles)* I'm Luv'in IT! All the attention takes the confusion off the manipulation & now i can manage to "ESCAPE" ... and return to Normal Traumatic Events! I just love the conversations and humor... ha ha! I'm NOT a JACKASS... i'm ME!
Well; now i have even MORE Medical insurance. YAY! Keep my wits... way to go---> I JUST LOVE SUNDAYS! ... yep; never gonna tie the knot and get outta this "fucked up!" Life! HEY; i know what we can do... i mean, ME!
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