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tamika
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Tamika Brewer
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"BEST OF BOTH WORLDS"
22 years old
Views: 416
Last Login: 9/10/2008
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THIS ONE BOY |
I am going to be honest,
When I first met you,
I hated you,
You were so childish,
And I did not have time for that,
All we did was argue,
Especially when you started working at my job,
I was so mad when I saw you there,
Although I was glad that there was another black person,
You quit and I did not miss you,
All you did was try to spit game,
Obviously I wasn’t on it at all whatsoever,
You then stopped for a while and I thought it was over,
I was thinking to myself,
Finally, he understands that I do not want him,
Well I was wrong,
You stopped just to come back stronger,
When I saw you at the festival,
You tried once again,
But then something was different,
I started to look at you in another way,
I accepted your number and later on even called you,
I guess I realized how hard you have tried,
All you wanted was to get to know me,
But you never gave up and I did not understand why,
I guess that is why I started to like you,
You really impressed me,
And since then you have done nothing but that,
You are a sweetheart but I never gave you the chance to show it,
But know I am sorry it was not sooner,
All along I was missing out on a great person that could have been in my life,
But be patient,
You never know,
One day you might get what you have worked so hard for. |
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A WINDOW |
A WINDOW,
A PIECE OF ART,
YOUR ESCAPE,
TO YOUR INNER HEART,
YOUR SOUL,
AND PIECE OF MIND,
YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE,
YOUR WAY TO UNWIND,
THE SEPARATION OF REALITY,
AND FANTASY,
YOUR FAIRY TALE,
YOUR SENSE OF EXTASY,
YOUR EXPOSURE TO THE WORLD,
THE NIGHT AND DAY,
AND CLOSURE TO YOUR NEGATIVE WAYS,
A WINDOW OPEN AND CLOSES,
AND YOUR PERSONALITY DOES TOO,
LET THE WINDOW STAY OPEN,
AND LET THE SUN SHINE THROUGH.
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Introduce Yourself:
I AM 19 YEARS OLD. I AM GERMAN, POLISH, IRISH AND AFRO-AMERICAN. I AM CURRENTLY A DANCER IN TOLEDO, OH AND A SORTER AT BAX GLOBAL IN SWANTON, OH. I AM ALSO A MODEL. I AM A JUNIOR AT UNIVERSITY OF TOLEDO MAJORING IN CRIMINAL JUSTICE. I WANT TO BE A CRIMINAL INVESTIGATOR. I HAVE 17 PIERCINGS AND 6 TATTOOS. I AM A VERY BEAUTIFUL, STRONG, HONEST, RESPONSIBLE, DILIGENT AND LOVING (AND DONT FORGET, REALLY SPOILED) PERSON. I HATE LIARS. I AM TOO NICE, SOMETIMES IT GETS TOOK FOR GRANTED, BUT I CAN ASURE U THAT ME BEING NICE WILL NEVER BE TOOK AS A WEAKNESS. MY PASSION IS SINGING, DANCING AND WRITING POETRY. IF IT WASN'T FOR THOSE THREE THINGS, I HAVE NO IDEA IF I WOULD EVEN BE ALIVE RIGHT NOW. POETRY, DANCING AND SINGING HAS GOT ME THROUGH MANY THINGS IN MY LIFE. I ALSO HAVE A BOYFRIEND, SO PLEASE DONT CONTACT ME UNLESS IT IS ON A FRIENDS ONLY BASIS.
THANKS FOR READING AND WELCOME TO MY PROFILE!!!
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Favorite Quote:
"HUH"
"SAY WHAT"
"SHUT UP"
"WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTIME I COME OVER, I END UP NAKED"
"ARE YOU FOR SERIOUS" |
Interests & Hobbies:
MY BOYFRIEND, SINGING, DANCING, WRITING POETRY, THE MOVIES, MALL, GOING OUT TO EAT, SLEEPING, AND MAKING MONEY |
TV Shows:
GIRLFRIENDS, LAW AND ORDER, ER, THE NANNY, GOLDEN GIRLS, MISSING WITHOUT A TRACE, BASKETBALL, ANY MOVIE ON LIFETIME, ANGELA'S EYES, JUDGE JUDY, BET, MTV
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Favorite Music & Bands:
CHRIS BROWN, D4L, LL COOL J, LYFE, MARY J BLIDGE, KEYSHIA COLE, DESTINY CHILD, BEYONCE, CHAMILLONAIRE, NE-YO, T.I., EMINEM, 112, JAGGED EDGE, BUBBA SPARXX, COMMON, LIL WAYNE, BLACK EYE PEAS, CHRISTINA AGUILERA, CHRISTINA MILIAN, CIARA, TWISTA, PINK, PCD, TOO SHORT, T PAIN, SEAN PAUL, USHER, HEATHER HEADLEY, FABOLOUS, MARIAH CAREY, SNOOP DOGG, RAH DIGGA, MC LYTE, GINUWINE, JAMIE FOXX, CASSIE, JIBBS, LETOYA LUCKETT, MILLA J, DANITY KANE, ROBIN THICKE, RIHANNA, EXSCAPE, AARON HALL, BRANDY, MONICA |
Favorite Movies:
SCARFACE, THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW, FINAL DESTINATION, AVP, GRUDGE, 28 DAYS LATER, TAKING LIVES, JEEPERS CREEPERS, SAW I AND II, SHAFT, MEETING THE BROWNS, ALL THE TYLER PERRY PLAYS, FINDING NEMO, MISSION IMPOSSIBLE III, BELLY, ATL |
Favorite People You Know:
MY FAVORITE PERSON IS MY GREAT GRANDMOTHER. SHE PASSED AWAY IN JUNE 2006. I MISS HER SO MUCH. |
Favorite Celebrities:
MARIAH CAREY |
Favorite Reads:
BLACK BOY, TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE, TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD, BELOVED, HORIZON (POETRY), POEMS BY MYA ANGELOU |
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I AM SO STRESSED |
When my best is not enough,
My stressed suppressed attempts,
That I give to keep up,
And its underlying meaning,
Is deceiving,
Because what I think I am seeing and getting,
Is not what I am really receiving,
So I sit back and try to relax,
And clear my mind slowly,
Like the wind blowing,
Controlling,
The swirls of the twister in my brain,
That holds all the confusion that’s growing and holding me down,
Making me insane,
Twisters cause damage and pain,
But the antithesis of it,
Is totally another meaning; in which it drains,
So I am sitting here wondering,
Why I am losing,
Then it hits me like the pieces to a 1000 piece puzzle,
Fast, hard, chopped up, screwed,
In intervals that are just too time consuming,
So now I know what to do,
Simply take a deep breath,
And make sure,
That I pace each and every day,
My way.
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I HAVE A FRIEND |
I have a friend…
She lives every day thinking that she has nobody to talk to,
Her closest friends sometimes brings her down,
Makes her think that she is nothing,
That she never does anything right,
Or what she does simply doesn’t matter,
Well it does and it always will.
I have a friend…
She is a great person,
I really do look up to her,
She has the best personality that anyone could ask for,
She has her morals straight and never does anything out of hand,
But she is still faced with things that should not come her way,
She has problems at home,
Her issues just bring her down,
And it weighs heavily on her,
But you will get through it.
I have a friend…
She is such an intelligent young lady that has so much going for her,
But yet she has so many set backs,
It will be okay,
You are a very strong woman,
Just keep your head up,
And pray,
With that,
You will get through anything,
I promise.
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IT IS AMAZING |
It is amazing on how far we have come,
And throughout the years what we have become,
We have a friendship like no other,
And no,
We are not lovers,
But we have something that is going to last forever,
I put my life on that statement,
Because I know we are always going to be together and make it,
Happen,
As one,
Sharing the same heart and brain,
I cannot refrain,
From the love that you share,
Never seeing you again,
Is something that I could not bear,
I get all of this from us just being friends,
I can only imagine how it would be,
If we were more,
Maybe we should tie up the ends,
When you get back from the Navy,
Now you might be serving the country,
But later,
You might be serving me baby,
I hope you can take it,
Because the feelings I have for you are increasing,
Each and every day I am missing,
You,
Come back safe and soon ,
And treat me the way that I need to be treated,
I will be waiting,
With open arms and loyalty to you,
To us,
Think about it,
It is amazing.
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PRAISED INSTEAD OF FORGOTTEN |
It feels good being praised,
Instead of being laughed at or forgotten,
I thought the whispers that I heard,
Was myself merely talking,
But it was them and it all consisted of something bad,
Like when I croaked at Opollo Night,
They thought that was all I had,
I was scared then and that was not the end of my plans,
My head is finally staying up while I’m walking,
I am going step by step,
And slowly I am supporting my load,
I am working harder than ever before,
Now I got spoken word that’s fire,
Instead of settling for ones that are bitter,
I walk with confidence now,
Instead of feeling like I’m falling,
Because now I want to be heard when I am talking,
And best of all,
Like a star,
I glisten,
Because when I got something to say,
They actually listen. |
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YOU ARE... |
You are my mother.
You have taken care of me,
Even when u did not have to,
You made sure that I had new clean clothes to wear,
Every school year,
You were there to pick me up from school,
You took me to every appointment,
From a check up to getting my hair done,
You were always there,
Whenever I needed money for whatever reason,
You were there with your credit card and check book,
You were always on my side even when I was wrong,
I will always love you.
You are my strength.
You are always there with words of encouragement,
When I thought that I couldn’t make it,
All I had to do was look at you,
You are 81 years old now,
And you are still the strongest person I know,
You won’t take nothing from anyone,
You are the reason why I got so far in life,
It was always you that asked how school was going,
It was always you that believed in me,
You were the only one that cared,
I don’t know where our family would be if it wasn‘t for you,
I will always love you.
You are my happiness.
I cannot help but smile when I am around you,
Just being able to sit next to you brings me joy,
Whenever I cried you looked like you were going to cry too,
You are such a worry wart,
I remember when we would just laugh at commercials,
You laughed so hard that you couldn’t breath,
I thought that was cute because I do the same thing,
I am so happy to be your great grand daughter,
No one deserves paradise but you,
You have done nothing but make everyone else life better,
You spent your entire life making everyone happy,
I will always love you.
You are the one person that I will never stop loving, you are my life.
I love you granny with all of my heart.
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IS HE TOO PERFECT? |
I met this man,
He is tall, dark skinned, has long hair, straight teeth, and is so sweet,
He is perfect,
But is he too perfect for me,
And is our relationship going to last forever,
Should I let his loving sense of humor bring me closer,
Or should I push him away,
And say that I don‘t want to laugh and be happy,
Do I know what I got myself into,
I have known him for only five days,
But I can already think of five ways,
Why I want to keep him,
Around me,
Forever,
He makes me feel free and opens my spirit,
Lets me see that there is so much more to life than depression,
We have that special connection,
I hope he stays in my life for as long as I live,
So every day I am reminded that there are real men in this world,
I am so sick of these dumb ass niggas,
And now I have the total opposite,
He is my man,
It feels so weird saying those words again,
But it will be okay,
I hope that I will be right,
I don’t think that I could be hurt again,
So far he has done nothing but make me laugh and smile,
When I am around him I feel so complete,
Ain’t it crazy to say all this after only five days,
I am rushing things and going too far,
I know that I am,
But the high that he puts me on is none of its sort,
I couldn’t come down from it if I wanted to,
So instead,
I just stay up there,
Thinking…
Is he too perfect?
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