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Ramona & Dowdley
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"Hello my name is Ramona and I have been blessed to have God in my life also I was blessed to have found a Great Man my Husband we will be married 26 years on March.3rd I am the luckest Woman and the Happiest woman here on earth God blessed me with him and then toped it off with two Great and beautiful boys, well I better say Men because that is what they are now... My oldest is 25 years old and my youngest is going to be 24 years this May he was a Mother day gift from God and all of the Angels I love all three of my Men....... "
Location: Yuma
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Last Login: 9/16/2008
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NOW THIS IS HOW WE FEEL WHEN YOU HAVE BIPOLAR!
TO ALL OF THE MOTHERS AND THE MOTHERS TO BE AND FOR ALLTHE MOTHER'S THAT HAVE
GONE BEFORE US****************************************************************************************
* MOTHER'S DAY*
TODAY IS MOTHERS DAY, AND IT'S A VERY SPECIAL DAY BECAUSE MOST OF OUR MOTHERS
ARE STILL WITH US........EVEN IF WE DON'T ALWAYS TELL HER HOW MUCH WE LOVE AND
CHERISH HER......WE TAKE IT FOR GRANTED THAT SHE WILL BE HERE WITH US, AND FOR
US......FOR US ALWAYS.......AND THOUGH WE MAY NEVER THINK SHE WILL GET SICK OR GET
TIRED,
AND WHEN OUR SPIRITS ARE DOWN SHE ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO CHEER'S US UP,.......
SHE WORRY'S IF WE HAVE FOOD TO EAT, AND CLOTHES TO WEAR, SHE SCOLDS US WHEN WE
ARE BAD, NO MATTER WHAT AGE WE MAYBE ...SHE DOES IT .... BECAUSE OF THE LOVE SHE HAS
FOR US ALL.............SHE MAY YELLS AT US AND CRIES FOR US, AND SHE ALWAYS GIVES US THAT
LAST DOLLAR SHE HAS TO MAKE SURE THAT WE HAVE WHAT WE NEED IN ORDER TO SURVIVE
IN THIS CRULE WORLD OF OURS THAT WE HAVE TO EXIST........AS A MOTHER SHE WILL ALWAYS
BE THERE FOR HER CHILDREN , AND WHEN WE NEED HER. AND EVEN WHEN WE THINK THAT
WE ARE ALL GROWN UP AND ON OUR OWN, AND WE MAY NOT THINK THAT WE NEED ANY
ADVISE FROM ANYBODY OR ANYONE,........... SHE WILL STILL OFFER HER ADVISE , AND MOST OF
THE TIME SHE IS CORRECT...............................SO ON THIS MOTHERS DAY I FEEL THAT WE ALL
SHOULD REMEMBER.,...... YES THIS SUNDAY IS MOST IMPORTANT FOR ALL MOTHER IN THE
THROUGH OUT THE WORLD......... BUT SO ARE ALL THE OTHER DAYS , BECAUSE A LOT OF OUR
MOTHERS ARE STILL WITH US.... NO! ........ WE MAY NOT "SAY I LOVE YOU MOM"
ENOUGH FROM OUR HEARTS OR EVEN CALL JUST TO SAY "MOM HOW ARE YOU" AND
" HOW MUCH I TRULY LOVE YOU MOM", AND NO! I DON'T NEED ANYTHING........WE SOMETIMES
PUT OFF CALLING OR GOING BY TO SEE HER MOM,....BECAUSE WE FEEL THERE IS SOMETHING
MORE IMPORTANT TO DO..... SO I'LL SAY , "I'LL SEE HER LATER" , HOPEFULLY THERE WILL
BE A LATER.....WE NEVER KNOW WHEN OUR TIME WILL COME... SO PLEASE DON'T BE LAX AND
TAKE HER FOR GRANTED OR DISMISS WHAT SHE MAY SAY.... THE DAY WILL COME WHEN WE
WILL CALL FOR HER,, AND SHE WON'T ANSWER US.........
WE WLL LONG FOR HER SOME OF HER SWEET HUGS, AND CARESSES AND WILL NEVER FEEL
THEM AGAIN.
WE WILL NEED HER LOVE AND HELP THAT ONLY A MOTHER CAN GIVE. SO HEED THESE
SMALL WORDS.... LOVE YOUR MOTHER FOR ALWAYS.
AND TO THE MOTHERS THAT HAVE GONE TO HEAVEN AHEAD OF US.....WE MISS YOU VERY
DEARLY., AND THERE WILL ALWAYS BE AN EMPTY SPACE WITHIN OUR HEARTS, BECAUSE YOU
ARE NOT HERE IN BODY BUT IN SPIRIT, YOUR LIFE GOES ON THROUGH YOUR CHILDREN AND
GRANDCHILDREN AND ALL WHO LOVE YOU!.....
I HAVE BEEN TO MANY PLACES AND I HAVE SEEN AND EXPERIENCED MANY DIFFERENT
CULTURES ONE THING THAT I KNOW SEEMS UNIVERSAL IS THAT!....MEN AND WOMAN WHO
SEEK GREATNESS WILL NEVER ACHIEVE IT, BECAUSE THEY SEEK IT..... BUT THOSE WHO
HAVEGREATNESS THRUST UPON THEM WILL OVER COME ALL ADVERSITY OF LIFE HAS TO
OFFER THEM THEY ARE TRULY GREAT.....AND THIS IS WHAT ALL THE MOTHER'S IN THE WORLD
ARE...AND FOR ALL OF US CHILDREN REMEMBER TO GIVE YOUR MOTHER ALL THE FLOWERS
AND HUGS YOU CAN OFFER WHILE IT IS DAY, BECAUSE WHEN NIGHT COMES SHE WON'T BE
ABLE TO ENJOY THEM....
HAVE A VERY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
TO ALL : THE MOTHERR'S IN THE WORLD
WRITTEN BY : RAMONA DOWDLEY
Well let me start when I was born I was told that I was a cry baby from the first day that I was born.. My father once
told me that I was a mistake but that's ok he has passed away and even though he said that to me I miss him very much My mother was a great Mother she was a mom and dad for us all I say that because my dad use to be an alcoholic and even though he worked he would spend it on beer and my mother had to support the whole family and for that I thank her. I thank God that he Chose my mother to be my mother. For along time I used to be mad at my mother but I was wrong I just didn't understand I thought she really didn't love me because she couldn't or wouldn't say I love You
and I would think I guess my father is right I was a mistake but No I wasn't and I know now what I couldn't see My Mother did Love Me and I love her so much that words can't discribe
how important she is to I would of been empty without her my mother is 69 years old and I don't want to ever lose her or her love I want my mother to know that I do Love her and always
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Introduce Yourself:
I'm Ramona and this year I will be 45 years old I not afraid to get old
but what I am afraid is that I won't change my ways I love life and I do live life the the fullest and nobody can say that I am like anybody, I am me and their is no other person like me I like to do it my way always
I try to never bug anybody with my problems I have had some problems with my nerves but I still never want to be a burden to any one or anybody but what I did to do is learn to ask for help so I desided to change my way of thinking and when I need help with my problems just don't be afraid to ask someone.. I really hope I
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Favorite Quote:
A bird does not sing because it has an answer. It sings because it has a song to sing
Chinese Proverb: |
Rules I live by:
I try to live by this rule when someone needs my help no matter who it is it could be family,friends, or anybody I meet.
I want to give them my full attn: and try to help in what ever I can and if they need money and I have it they got but if I don't then I can't do anything about it so I try to live a good life and try to be patient with people. I love people and I love being around people they are what makes me smile and I love to smile and be happy |
Interests & Hobbies:
I love Art I love drawing I love to knit and I love to sew I love to work on my Genealogy I love to to play with my grandchildern and I love to play with kids in general I guess I never grow up
I love being a Big Kid and Kids love being with me....... |
TV Shows:
I love to Laugh to one of the shows I like to see is George Lopez I'm not sure but I'm related to the Lopez he might be my cousin I think..... |
Favorite Music & Bands:
all types of music.
I like to hear Baby Face sing, I love to hear Boys 2 Men,
I love to hear some Rap like Ice Cube and Nelly, Snoop Dogg,
I also like to hear some Blues like B.B. King and Z.Z. Hill one of his songs that I like to hear is Down Home Blues also I like to hear Freddy Frender my favorit song I like to sing is Before the next Teardrop falls... and I really think I can sing good Tex Mex music is great I love Ramon Ayala music too. |
Favorite Movies:
I love Comedy and I love to Laugh So all of Ice Cubes movies |
Favorite People You Know:
"God" I have talked to God in person and My Mother and of Course My Husband and My Two Boys and I can't live out my grandchildern that I love very much |
Favorite Celebrities:
Ice Cube,Nelly,Baby Face, Boy's Two Men, Snoop Dogg, George Lopez |
Favorite Reads:
I love to Read about the family like Geneology books or books about history or the City of Yuma where my Great Great Great GrandParents where from and almost all of my family are from also history on San Diego, Calif where I was Born and Rasied |
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So this is how it feels -
to be a mom, a wife, a friend
yet feel so alone
and like its never going to end
this is how it feels -
to never be good enough
how you spend every waking moment trying to please
yet somedays the battle is just too much
this is how it feels -
for nobody to understand
not even your husband
who claims to be your best friend
this is how it feels -
to say one thing and do another
to be perfect on the outside
but broken undercover
this is how it feels -
for your life to be a complete mess
yet people will judge you
on your only success
this is how it feels -
to have it all figured out
yet waking up every morning
in the shadow of your doubts
this is how it feels -
to be me in every way
happy on the outside
yet crying everyday....
this is how it feels -
to have depression and despair
and feel so alone yet people claim they're there
this is how it feels -
in the mind of the broken
somedays happy and content
somedays lonely and unspoken
this is how it feels -
to have a constant battle in your mind
people think you're crazy
and the next day they think you're kind
this is how it feels -
to suffer from mental strife
to be the girl who has everything
yet thinks to end her life
this is how it feels -
to cry yourself to sleep
and the one laying beside you
made promises he could not keep
this is how it feels -
to be here and out there
to be self destructive or mean and not even care
this is how it feels -
somedays it gets so bad
i wonder if this can be
the best i ever had....
this is how it feels -
to love your family with all your heart
yet want to run away
and be forever held apart
this is how it feels -
to be unimaginably confused
thanks to those who have tormented,
beaten, and abused
this is how it feels -
to be one day on top of it all
and the next day it comes crashing
like that ever dreaded fall
this is how it feels -
for someone with manic depression
who is at the end of their rope
and looking for ways of expression....
this is how it feels -
for a person who wants help
yet is too afraid to ask
because her family is too busy
and it seems a stressful task
this is how it feels -
to hide behind a lie
be the wife that they all dream of
yet somedays want to die
this is how it feels -
to wake up with a smile
then feel so sad you get sick
and the stress comes in a pile
this is how it feels -
to walk a day in my shoes
no matter what i do
I'll always feel like I lose.
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Stronger Woman
http://www.mp3lyrics.org/eUuK
I guess you could say I'm one of those girls
That's always been with one of those guys
You know the type
Like right now, he sleeps while I write
But it's better than crying
I'm worn out from trying
From loving a man who always makes it clear
I'm not welcome here
Just when he's hungry or frisky
or needs something clean
You know what I mean
But not tonight
'Cause come the morning light
I'm gonna love myself more than anyone else
Believe in me, even if someone can't see
A stronger woman in me
I'm going to be my own best friend
Stick with me till the end
Won't lose myself again, never, no,
'Cause there's a stronger woman,
A stronger woman in me
Light bulbs buzz,
I get up
And head to my drawer
I wish there was more
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I could say
Another fairytale fades to gray
I've lived on hope
Like a child
Walking that mile
Faking that smile
All the while
Wishing my heart had wings
But from now on, I'm going to be
The kind of woman I'd want my daughter to be, oh
I'm gonna love myself more than anyone else
Believe in me, even if someone can't see
A stronger woman in me
I'm gonna be my own best friend
Stick with me till the end
I won't lose myself again, never, no
'Cause there's a stronger woman,
A stronger woman
This is me, packing up my bags
And this is me, headed for the door
And this is me, the best you ever had
I'm going to love myself
More than anyone else
Believe in me even if someone can't see
The stronger woman in me
I'm going to be my own best friend
Stick with me till the end
Won't lose myself again, no, no
'Cause there's a stronger woman
A stronger woman
There's a stronger woman,
A stronger woman in me
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Faith, Love, hope, Peace, Forgiveness |
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Me when I had turned 35 years old
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My Grand-Daughter Emily Paige Dowdley
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My oldest Son Jonethan and My Youngest Son Christo
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My Husband Dowdley and I when we got Married
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My baby brother Danny My Dad and Mom with my Oldes
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Emily Paige Dowdley
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Emily when she was 1 yr.1/2
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big sister Isable Rodriguez
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Me when I had turned 35 years old
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