jean_nice19 View My photos "LIVE LIKE YOU'VE NEVER BEEN HURT!" 21 years old Views: 1070 Last Login: 4/23/2007 jean_nice19 has 1 votes!   About Me I am a simple girl with huge dreams in life. I like to see my family and friends happy. I like to eat unusual foods like exotic ones. I like to travel the world soon with my love ones. I also want to build a nice home that is near the beach for my family. jean_nice19's Interests Introduce Yourself: I am a quit type person. I love to explore things and travel the world too. Well, soon if I can afford to do that. If I can, then, I'll travel the world with my family. Favorite Quote: Dance as if no one is watching you.. Work as if you don't need the money.. Live as if you've never been hurt.. Interests & Hobbies: music.. cooking.. relaxing.. Favorite Movies: Serendipity.. Harry Potter..   LOVING IS SO SHORT, FORGETTING IS SO LONG... Thursday - November 23, 2006 - 01:50 pm I REFUSE TO I refuse to wait for you any longer. There was a time in my life when I would have to save myself for you alone. In my heart, no one else would do. I belong to no one else but you. That isn't me anymore. My heart finally caught up with my brain and I finally saw that all of it was just nothing but fantasies. Dreams that only I wanted. There was no hope left for us. As each day passed, it became clearer to me that it was never meant to be. We were never meant to be. I refuse to live in the past. What we shared lives in the past. Don't get me wrong, I will forever treasure it but it won't hold me back. I won't let it ruin who I was and who I am now. For a time, I almost forgot who I was without you. I'll never let that happen again. I won't ever lose myself again. I refuse to fight anymore. For a time now, I’ve been fighting. I’ve been fighting for our friendship and for us. However, no matter what I do, I seem to be losing. Whenever I feel as if I’m going to buckle down because of the pressure, the thought that somehow maybe you are fighting for us too kept me going. But time has passed, I haven’t heard from you. Somehow, I finally realized that I was the only one fighting for us. I was doing everything I could possibly can for someone who was and never will be mine. I refuse to believe that you didn’t love me. Somehow, someway, I know that I have a place in your heart. You may not have been able to love me the way I wanted you to love me but I know that even for just a second, you really did love me. I refuse to lose hope. It may not be you. It may take me forever to find him, but I will. Tears have been streaming down my cheeks for too long but not anymore. I have learned so many things from all this. Things that I felt should have been taught to me some other less painful way but somehow I don’t regret it. It made me stronger. It made me look inside myself and really see who I really am and not who I thought I was. Hope kept me going. The hope for better things to come, the same hope that one day I will finally be over you. And I did.     Cool Slideshows

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