Hello, guys it's been a while.... six months seems long time but for me it just seems like yesterday when I was so into changing my profile design every now and then.... But due to the sudden outbursts of my online profiles online I get to have less time with the old profiles.

But now that I am back it doesn't matter anymore.... So how was everyone's new year? Been great are there any changes going on? I recently been digging digital design and I am getting the hang of it. It is pretty interesting and cool. Now I get to turn my imagination into a construct and not be a concept anymore...

When it comes to my writing, it never dulled. I still love to write a lot. Been practicing and practicing trying not to use and repeat the same words over and over again. Instead use new words to replace the ones that I used most of the time... That's why I carry along a thesaurus with me.... *sigh* when will the learning stop?

My New Year like the rest of my New Years is still the same, not much going on. Fireworks there, wine on the table, relatives screaming about, cars going berserk the noise makes me nauseous to the point I feel like sleeping it off....

I liked to keep my profile up to date but there's not much happening around with me. Last year a lot of things have happened I enjoyed most of them even if it's just for a short time. The pleasures and the benefits I gained, the lessons I learned... No matter how hard I try to just make a new story it will always be in my memory...

Either it hunt me or it leave me be... I sure will miss those times. Never did I get to close with a man, never.... but all those men I have met up with makes it all worth while...

Yeah, just like what the title says I'm starting my year right. I know I can be mistaken as a girl by most men because of my girlie features and my long shaggy hair but that will not stop me from avoiding the act. The previous year I had a lot of encounters, men more older than me and a few men younger by me. Still that doesn't mean that I'll go on living with just that....

Anyway I'm back to courting women again, this time I'll see this through. It's hard though since those previous men whom I have been with, calls me sometimes, they even text me and want hook up with me. It's hard to resist but I just think of her and everything comes to rest. Besides I had enough sticking for a year I want to be the one sticking this time *giggles*.

A lot ask about my orientation, I firmly say that I'm a straight guy, because unlike most men who goes with men who thinks they are a women trap in mens bodies I know that I'm a man. Then again it would really seem weird and different if I looked at it third person. I will not let ill marks ruin my state of mind... I just find hanging out and being with men interesting. I don't bond with men that much I always am up until now more inclined to women. They are just so easy to be with, and I can be myself cos' they really have a lot of understanding and patience unlike their counterparts.

So I want to start this new year right, no more boy hunting, or night life.... I just wish I still live after all this...... this is really going to be hard...

For me women like men are fascinating specimen to study. Although I really can't stand looking at their parts for long without vomiting or feeling sick emotionally and socially they are the best thing a person would really need. Not to mention they have more patience compare to men. Though when it comes to thinking men are far more better. Women tend to get too emotional and because of that their minds become clouded by it. That is why men abused that part....

I got no problems with women, I have been with different kinds of women and I can say that they are all the same. Fragile and Delicate like chocolates once you tasted them the taste will remain forever in your palette and in your mind. Wherein sooner or later you'll began craving for them and then throw yourselves on their mercy... Nah, I got way too exaggerated on that one. In short women are cool, there's nothing more that interests me I have studied it all out...

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Men for me on the other hand is a different terrain. Although I am a man myself I'm not much exposed to my kind because I spent more time with the ladies. So as I grow up and the more I spent time with the ladies and the less time I spent time with men, it bored me out. So I started to have fascination with men, the complexity of their nature, why they can be so hard and soft at the same time. What's the deal with their mood swings, and the inclination in sports and extreme activities...

Basically this fascination of mine is misinterpreted by a lot of people. I can't blame them I can't blame myself either... I can easily cope up with women's mood swings and break downs but when it comes to men I'm all clueless... There are times when I'm with my male buddies I get all out of place because I feel like I don't know much about men... But when the conversation stirs around women I can easily relate with and I get their acceptance... They think it's kind the cool how I can figure out women that much...